Home again, jiggity jig!

This post has been a long time coming. Due to my schedule at IHOPU these past few weeks ( in California for a ministry trip) I have wanted to write many times but have not found the time to do so. I am finally home for thanksgiving break and it feels wonderful! Our drive up yesterday from Kansas City was fantastically fast!! (We only stopped once in 8hrs). One of my friends surprised his family yesterday telling them over these past months that he would not be able to come home for the thanksgiving break. Imagine their surprise when they found him outside their door :) It was a wonderful thing to see a mom who missed her son scream because she couldn't believe her son was actually before her eyes!

My family knew I was coming, so when my sister finally got home from work last night she dropped everything and ran to greet me. After getting hit in the face by her body we continuedto goof off as we talked with her

boyfriend in Seattle. It was a good time. Upon my arrival with friends to my home my mom made us handmade pizza and brownies! What a wonderful mom I have! It is so great to be home and I can't wait to let you all in on the goings on in my life these past few months!

Keep your eyes peeled...like a banana!! haha seriously though keep watching for more posts!

Songs from Heaven

This past week I really been burdened with "missing" people from back home in Minnesota. Though this is not the first year I have been away from home, it is the first time I have ever really lived in another state that's eight hours away from where I used to live. God has been so faithful by finding me a wonderful house to live in, though I still miss so many things of Minnesota.

But even in this "longing for home" I am blessed to have a picture of what my longing for my heavenly home on earth should be.

During Freshmen Choir with Jaye Thomas this past Tuesday the Holy Spirit really ministered to so many of us dealing with missing home.

Jaye told us that the night before he had a dream, in that

dream a student from the Choir was having a discussion with him. This person told Jaye how much they struggled with this ache for their home. When he told us this during Choir he asked if anyone was dealing with this same thing and a few in the Choir raised their hands. We gathered around them and began to pray and sing over them. Throughout this whole time Jaye was playing at the piano, and from what was normal choir rehearsal turned into Holy Spirit ministry time.That day I wasn't really missing home too much, so I began to pray for one of my friends who had had her hand raised. I began to sing over her how she, like Mary, choose the good portion by sitting at the feet of Jesus and simply listening to him speak.

All of a sudden words kept pouring forth in this spontaneous song. At the beginning of this ministry time Jaye told the class if we recieved anything from the Lord, a song, that we should just come up and sing it. While I was singing over my friend the Lord was telling me, "There you go Julia! You got something not go and SHARE IT!". I walked over and told Jaye and our assistant teacher Maurice what the Lord had put upon my heart. Turns out the had just been

talking about what the Lord had put on my heart to sing, so they handed the mic and I began to sing. Oh boy it was crazy good!

That next thursday during one of my classes, my teacher Corey Russell switched up his entire teaching just to spend time talking about the Azuza Street revival in Los Angles during the early 1900's. My heart was stirred with an extra measure of faith as he talked about William Seymore, Charles Parham and Frank Bartleman and their involvment in the

revival. Miracles were taking place at Azuza such like those in the book of Acts, limbs being restored, the fire of the Lord resting upon the building, and an outpouring of the gift of tounges. When class was drawing to a close Corey had a ministry time for those who were called to be revivalists. He spoke about preachers yes, but also musicians with songs of deliverance and hope. Right then my heart stirred with in me and I made my way to the front with others. While Corey was praying over us (we were all praying either in the spirit or in english while he was praying over us) I began to sing softly. Then when he began to call out revival songs, the song that I was singing became louder and louder. My hands began to shake as the words of the Lord poured out of my mouth like rushing water. I sang and sang, my heart in full abandon to the Lord. I sang that we wanted more, a fresh outpouring of the Spirit! I was really loud, the Forerunner Christian Fellowship building (where they have the awakening services) is quite large, though with only 230 people or so it seems even bigger. Despite that fact His voice in mine filled the entire room and people began to sing what I was singing!

He has been pouring out his songs in such a fast rate upon me its hard to even keep up sometimes! I have been so blessed to have equipment that allows me to record what I write

even the day I write it. I set up my keyboard, mic, and amp in the corner of my room which I affectionatly refer to as my little "studio". I absoutley love it there, especially late at night! Something about being alone in my room late at night recording his songs is so powerful to me! One thing I have asked the Lord to do in my songs is to bring more richness in my lyrics. I have always had a hard time just sitting down and writing songs, NOT ANYMORE!! Praise the Lord! Because I am spending more time in the word and meditating even on just a small portion of scripture entire songs are produced! What I love to do the most now, is to turn the messages I hear from teachers like Corey Russell and Shelly Hundley into songs!

I am so excited about what the Lord is doing with in me! Its funny I always have to have my pen an journal I write my songs in near by when I feel a song coming on! I love how the psalmist writes, "My heart overflows with a pleasing theme; I address my verses to the king; my tongue is like the pen of a ready scribe"! (Ps 45:1).

IHOP is challenging me but I love where the Lord has placed me. He has surrounded me in such an effectual green house. My roots are beginning to grown deeper in the word as I lift my eyes towards heaven in praise! Just yesterday I got together with a group of guys from my school and we played Jazz and Blues! It was awesome! I am so excited for more jam sessions to come!

Please be praying that:

-Finances continue to come in for the California blitz trip! I will be leaving on Nov. 4th and going to Los Angeles to help with the FIGHT conference. This is an event geared towards college aged students, stirring in them a fire to establish houses of prayer on their campus. The trip will cost $500 and I am hoping to go with a bit more than that to cover anything extra. I have full confidence that the Lord will provide!

-I continue to grow in my understanding.

-That I will have focus to read the word and pray in and out of the prayer room

-Dreams and Visions from heaven!

-More songs to pour forth!

Thank you all so much for taking time to follow me in this new season that the Lord is leading me into! I can't wait to share more with you all!

-Julia Engebretson

So it’s the end of September and I am nearing the end two months of school here at IHOPU and so much has happened! I have been so blessed to live in a wonderful house with great women of God! It’s been so nice to live in a home again! We have a HUGE kitchen and I find myself there most of the time cooking new things and starting up a small baking enterprise. You name it, I’ll bake it! So far I’ve tried new recipes such as, chocolate chip cookies, pumpkin bread, chocolate chip banana bread, lemon poppy seed muffins with an orange glaze, and honey whole wheat bread!! It is such a testament of the Holy Spirit to be able to bake all these things and to do it well on the very first try.

I pray over everything I make, asking that Holy Spirit would increase and bless those to whom the baked item would find its way. It might seem silly but I have learned that even in giving our all to the Lord (yes even baked goods) it is honoring to Him!Even ask my sister Emily, I would always have her get stuff out of the oven or brown hamburger because I didn’t want to do it. I think then I was scared because it was too hot… LAME! Well ever since working in a commercial kitchen at Bethany College of Missions this past year that fear has been taken away PRAISE THE LORD! After giving a few samples to my fellow students I had the idea to start selling them! Business is increasing and I love to bless others with what the Lord has given me the skills to produce.

So what is it I do down here at the International House of Prayer exactly? Well first of all we pray! Monday through Thursday morning I spend 3 1/2hours in the Global prayer room where we as a corporate body interceded for things happening around the globe. Every Monday through Wednesday I have a class from 10-noon called the Forerunner curricular Curriculum which is the foundational teachings here at the International House of Prayer. I have been so gripped with the reality that the same power that raised Christ form the dead lives in me! Holy spirit dwells in my inner man, my spirit.

I have been so wrecked by Revelation 4, the picture of the throne room. John is called heavenward by a voice that says to him, “Come up here”. He looks and sees that there is one seated on the throne with the appearance of jasper and carnelian stone. It is there that the twenty-four elders and four living creatures look with their eyes with in and around them at the beauty of the Creator. They never cease in their praise of the Lamb. One of my teachers here, Allan Hood told us one week that these un-fallen creatures (meaning that they have no sin, they are not human) are not forced to worship before the throne. Rather they remain there because they know that nothing is better than to gaze day and night at the Holy uncreated one. But was is even more amazing is that there will be a “governmental shift in heaven when the bride of Christ comes into full maturity. WE will take our places in heaven around the throne in night and day intercession before the Lamb who was slain. In the following chapter, Revelation 5:10, it says that he has “made us a kingdom and priests to out God and they shall reign on the earth”. Jesus is coming to reign on the earth; we will be partnering with him and helping to build his kingdom on earth. Oh there is so much more I have learned, but I will impart at a later time!

I have been so blessed already during my first two months as a student; I hope to get involved as a student volunteer for Exodus Cry, which is an organization, affiliated with IHOP that works to stop the global sex trade. I encourage you if you have not heard of human trafficking to please check out the exodus cry website! Slavery is even more prevalent on this earth today than at anyone time in history. Benji Nolot, the director of Exodus Cry, and his crew are in the process of finishing up a documentary about the global sex trade that is scheduled to come out in December 2010. I am so excited to get involved with this ministry, I am still waiting for a few emails but I hope to hear back from Benji soon about what I can do.

Also I will be going to Southern California November 4^th-11^th to help prepare for the Fight conference. This is a conference to help college students establish houses of prayer on their campuses around the nations. The students at IHOPU will be a missions-strike force that will help to prepare the surrounding area, and we are praying that during this trip another Jesus Movement will be birthed in California and spread throughout the nation. The trip will cost $500 and I know that the Lord has called me to participate on this trip. I will need to raise the money by mid- October. Checks can be made out to IHOP-KC! I am so excited for what the Lord will do!

As I close this post I have a few prayer requests for those reading,

-That the Lord will continue to give me a spirit of revelation and knowledge of his word

-Grace in this season of prayer and fasting, adjusting to an intense schedule

- Provision for the California trip

-More songs from heaven, as I continue to write and record my music

-A deeper hunger with the word

Thank you all so much for praying! I hope to write soon!

Filled with desire for HIM alone,

-Julia Engebretson

IHOP at Last!

With great delight I am happy to say that I am officially a resident here in Kansas City, Missouri and a student at the International House of Prayer University. What an amazing journey the Lord has taken me on to get to this point in my life. Less than a year ago, while I was a student at Bethany College of Missions in Bloomington, MN the Lord spoke to my heart about coming to IHOPU. It was on October 24th, 2009 just weeks before the Holy Spirit broke in at IHOP that He told me, "You can do it". Right when I heard this I was looking at the stage in the FSM building where the awakening services are now held and my heart was marked. I knew right then that the Lord was confirming my hearts desires.

Though at the time I was still in school which meant I had to learn patience for the Lord to bring about what he had said. In those months as a student at Bethany I was sometimes drawn

to the idea of checking out during the second semester since I wouldn't be there for another year. As time went on however, the Lord refocused my heart and I learned so much more that I ever thought I could. The connections I made with friends at Bethany I know will last a life time.

But now its time for a new season! I moved in to a wonderful house filled with godly women who are simply a joy to be around. I live in a fantastic neighborhood and I am soooooo blessed to have air conditioning! I'll be quite honest, its HOT down here in Missouri! But it is so very worth it to be down here. In the week leading up to my move to Missouri I underwent some serious spiritual attack. The heaviest blow I suffered was a double ear and eye infection on the very day I was driving down. Yet despite all the interruptions I experienced I know with certianty that the Lord has even more extra odinary plans for me! Even after I as moved into my house I felt so lonely, separated and doubting the Lord's plans over my life. However this past Tuesday the Lord answered my prayers in so many magnificent ways!

Right off the bat I connected with some girls I sat down by. Some of them were even from Minnesota! Throughout that day I kept meeting knew people and my heart was overflowing with the fullness of the Lord. I remember saying to one of my new friends, "Ahh my heart is so full!". Not only did I feel the joy from meeting al these new people, I felt such a peace about coming to IHOP for their music program. all the doubts I had dissipated as the Holy Spirit began to rest deeply in my heart!

Today was my second day of orientation and I met even more people than the day before! I cant help but think about this coming year! How excited I am to see where the Lord will lead!

Please continue to pray for me as I begin this new season of consecration to Jesus!

Amazed by His Majesty

On Tuesday night I was on my way home from visiting friends at the college I attended this past year in Bloomington. Since I was in the area I decided to go to the Mall of America and walk around, not really finding what I was looking for, but glad for the exercise. My mom had been keeping me updated on the weather around my area. There were to be storms moving in, I assured her that I would be fine and kept walking around the mall. When I finally decided toleave around 8:00pm I looked at the sky and it was unusually dark for that time of night in the summer. I kept driving with no in climate weather until I reached highway 35E from W 7th St. All of a sudden the rain came down and didn't stop. Now I'm the kind of person who doesn'tnecessarily like storms, however if I am in a safe place I am quite fine. Rain when driving is a different story! I need to see where I am going! Even in the winter I make sure the cariswarmed up enough so I can defrost the windshield. After running into not one but TWOmailboxes as a 16 year old, I am very careful not to make that mistake again!So the rain was coming down faster than the windshield wipers had time to clear it off.

"Whoosh, Whoosh, Whoosh,Whoosh" they went, wiping back and forth in a feeble attempt to keep my line of sight clear. Praise the Lord for quick thinking and ingenuity (and also downtown exits)

I decided to take the back roads to my house from downtown. The rain was still coming down heavy and I said, " Jesus you have to make the rain stop! I can't see a thing!" A few minuets later, after I got to the street I needed to get back home, I noticed the rain began to stop!

As I looked to the left the sky was a unusual yellow. My first thought was,

"Oh no!! The weather is really bad I need to get home!!"

But then as I kept driving, it was as if the Lord was telling me to look again at the sky, as I did I was captivated! The sun was still shining even

though it had been raining heavily. It was illuminating the sky through the haze of the clouds. It was so beautiful. Then as I got closer and closer to my house I kept thinking.......

"I need to get a picture! I need to get to a place where I can see the sun!"

Imeaditly I changed my course and drove to Central Park, parked my car and ran to the place where I knew I could get the best shot and this is what I found....

It turns out that I wasn't the only one that wanted to capture this majestic scene. Right as I pulled into the park's parking lot I saw an older couple get out of their car and together we walked to the same spot. How faithful is the Lord! How majestic are his ways! How he amazes me!

"He paints the evening* sky with miracles in mind.

My hope will always stand,

For you hold me in your hand"

-Amazed by Lincoln Brewster

FACINATE 201

What a busy week this has been indeed! After working 25hrs for a family as a nanny, saying good by, then heading to a 3-day youth conference I am so happy to finally be back home! The Lord has given me so much grace with me. He has given me energy and a voice throughout this week which has been such a blessing!

As I mentioned before I went to a youth conference, it was called Fascinate and it was down at the International House of Prayer. It's focus is youth in high school wanting do go deeper with Christ and to grow in their knowledge of him! Let me tell you, even as a youth leader I was impacted powerfully. I have been to the OneThing conference in December with IHOP, but never a Fascinate conference. First of all the worship was powerful! The Lord poured his spirit upon all of us through each of them. We were blessed by worship leaders such as Cory Asbury, Matt Gilman, Laura Hackett, Jay Thomas, Tim Reimherr, and Misty Edwards. Not only was the worship powerful, the teaching was incredible! Praise the Lord for men and women who have taken the time to set aside time and study his word, meditate on it, and then share what revelations they have received!

In our first session Lou Engle spoke about what it means to be consecrated to the Lord; set apart for his glory, to be a Nazarite. The Nazarite vow found in Numbers 6 gives us a deeper look into what the life of a Nazarite looked like. There a few examples of such people in the bible, namely the prophet Samuel and the man Sampson. Both from birth were set aside and consecrated to the Lord. Lou spoke about how the Lord is raising up those in these latter days to be Nazarite deliverers. God wants to deliver us from the sexual revolution that has plagued America particularly since the 1960's. God wants us to break the rebellion in this current age!

Wow this teaching was intense but so awesome! The Lord was really speaking to my heart about ways I could be a forerunner for his kingdom, ways I could be set apart! Mike Bickle spoke about the life of David, how the Lord knew him as a man after his own heart! How crazy is that, to be known by the Lord as one after his own heart! There was so much I was impacted by as each speaker shared what the Lord had put upon their hearts!

Going back to the worship, two songs we sang at the conference really struck a chord in my soul. First of which was the song, "Eden" by Phil Whickham. John Thurlow sang this song and it was simply beautiful. It is a song about going back to how the way things were when God created them in the beginning. Dwelling with the Lord face to face, unashamed! I encourage you all to listen to the song. It can be found on Phil Whickham's, "Heaven & Earth" album.

The second song was called Shekinah Glory. Jay Thomas sang lead the song as Cory Asbury's team joined in. The word Shekinah is Hebrew and basically stands for the "visible manifestation of God's presence"(www.gotquestions.org). In the song it talks about waiting for the Lord's presence, how as believers, we want more of what the Father has! Declaring that we want more of his glory to rain down upon us! Ned less to say I was deeply impacted by both songs.

What a blessing it was to attend this conference! It was certainly a divine appointment! I have so much more to tell, but for now I will make you wait. Keep pressing for the Lord, he will draw near to those who are hungry for more of his presence! Off to sleep then more packing and getting ready for the big move to Kansas City, Missouri!!!

-Julia Engebretson

Summer Camp!!

A month has gone by, and how time has flown

With each passing day, and Oh! How I’ve grown!

Revelations of the Father, new each day,

Being kissed by the Word, nothing greater I can say

But this:

His words are sweeter,

Than honey from the comb

His ways are higher,

So high man could never know.

And still he came and took on flesh

Bearing our sins,

Atonement through his death.

He rose again and went to dwell,

Father, Son, Holy Spirit, together the limitless well.

And here today I drink it in

By his blood, I’ve been washed by sin.

Made clean in his sight,

I can scarcely take it in.

To be adopted, as the daughter of the King

To him I give my Love, I’ll wear his wedding ring!

This past month has been quite the season of growth. How ironic, that in this season of change I have been surrounded by God’s greenhouse!

For three and a half weeks I have been working as a camp counselor at Ironwood Springs Christian Ranch in Stewartville, Minnesota. Quietly tucked amidst the woods about twenty minuets from Rochester, Ironwood is indeed a very special place.From the age of eight to nineteen years old, I have been faithfully attending camps at Ironwood every summer (with a few exceptions). Every summer, I see how much I have changed since the previous year and I am amazed! This year was no exception.I had been praying the week prior to staff training that the Lord would break in at Ironwood in a way like never before, at staff training we saw but a glimpse. Prayer was much more prevalent than in past years and my heart was filled with joy!

I also had the opportunity to help out with worship during staff training with a friend of mine; it was amazing how the Lord used the both of us throughout each song. Our program director, rather than bringing in a speaker for the staff, chose to give the messages each night. Every time he spoke God have him wisdom and authority, which in turn spurred the staff to examine our selves as to how we could be more effective in the upcoming weeks of camp.

Our camp theme this year was “Be Transformed”, taken from Romans 12:2 where Paul writes in a letter to the Romans, “ do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect”.

As we began our first week of camp on June 21^st had no idea what to expect. Though as the week went on the Lord blew my wildest expectations for camp out of the water. First of all, each morning I would spend at least an hour reading the Word while walking down the long drive way of the ranch or listening to worship music. I looked forward to the time I would spend every morning in the word. As the day went on we would have chapel and worship with the campers, it was powerful!

Junior ll: This week we worked with campers going into grades 6^th-8^th. I was blessed to have a wild bunch of ladies in my cabin “Sonshine”. Throughout the week I loved each of them more and more! Seeing how goofy they were for their cabin clean-up skits made me smile! Every night, along with the help of my junior counselor, I lead devotions and I saw how hungry they were to get to know the Lord better. As a cabin we read through the book of James and the girls were challenged to read their bibles at home.

One of my campers, was so excited that we had gotten through James she woke up early the nextmorning and was reading it on her own before the other girls woke up! Another sweet thing I had the opportunity to e apart of was writing skits for the campers each day. Being that I have done theater all throughout high school I was more than happy to help out! After listening to our speaker in the morning I would write a skit based off his message, which would tie into the chapel service that evening. Since our theme was, “Be Transformed” I addressed issues like music, the words we use, and the love we show and how that relates to our walk with Christ.

Finally, as the week ended, our speaker challenged us all to,” Be Transformed and … STAY TRANSFORMED!” What an awesome week! With that during our last cabin time I took my girls down to the river and washed their feet and prayed over them one by one. I felt that the Lord was prompting me to share Christ with them in a way they had never experienced before! After that we sang worship songs to Jesus and camp was over that night. I miss those middle school girls but I know that they left camp with a good foundation under them. I wait to see where the Lord leads them next.

Junior l: During the week of Junior l I had a double position at camp. Not only was I the head counselor of a cabin, I was co-leading worship for the campers with a friend of mine. Going into the week I was already a bit drained physically and spiritually from everything that the Lord did at Junior ll. I had so much fun leading worship that week, though it wasn’t perfect I felt that the Lord was so pleased with the simple offering we brought to him. As a staff we began a new tradition at camp, on the last night of camp the staff gets together for a time of worship. Even though by that Wednesday night I was so drained, I gave it my all and what an awesome night of worship it was. As camp drew to a close I once again took the girls in my cabin down to the river and washed

thier feet like Jesus did with the disciples. They thought that was pretty cool! Oh what a joy those girls were! I would sometimes come in the cabin and have a few of them running around with candy in hand having the time of their lives! What a blessing they were!

Teen Camp!! This past week was teen camp at Ironwood. I had been particularly been praying for this week of camp and I knew the Lord was going to do something big, but I didn’t know what exactly. The week prior God had spoken to me that I should lead a bible study on the book of Revelation during the camper’s free time, as well as doing a sort of prayer ministry for girls.I was so excited to start camp!! Right away the Lord had me connecting with campers and praying with them, allowing the Holy Spirit to help them through some tough issues in their lives. What an amazing transformation I saw in these campers who I had the privilege of talking and praying with! During free time I had an average of ten people a day at my bible study on Revelation. Most of the campers who came had never even read through the entire book and were hungry to learn more. I felt that in teaching on the book I learned more about the end times.

At the beginning of the week the Holy Spirit had an agenda, and the spirit was moving heavily in the campers even on the first day. That night our program staff revamped the schedule and included bible studies, discussion times, and time to experience God’s creation. With these additions to the schedule, they had to remove extra games so that the focus was clearly on the Lord. During the extra time for bible studies, I lead a session on the book of Hebrews. Over the past year I had spent quite some time in the book of Hebrews and I loved sharing with others what the Lord had shown me.

On Wednesday night we watched a movie called, “To Save A Life”. This remarkable move, written by a youth pastor in California,covered everything from underage drinking, to depression, to suicide. I was so impressed at how realistic the movie was; yet it didn’t water down the consequences or make Christianity seem mamby pamby. I encourage all those reading this blog to watch that movie when it comes out on video. Thursday night for the first time at Ironwood, we had a Baptism service. I believe six of the campers participated baptism. "We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life!" -Romans 6:4. Also we had a concert with our worship band for the week, Silent Substitute!! They are a band comprised up of four brothers and sisters. Their music is amazing and we all were blessed by their passion and gifts from the Lord. They had recorded songs just for camp at Ironwood, out of their new songs I was especially moved by their song Daddy. I love these words from the song, “Daddy please would you lead me to the truth”. AMEN!!

Finally during our last time as a cabin, I once again took my cabin(all of us walking barefoot) to the river to wash their feet. But this time was slightly different. I had them all blindfold themselves and hold on to each other's hand while I lead the way in front. When we had reached the river I had them take off their blindfolds, I explained that our journey from the cabin to the river represented our journey through life. Our feet were dirty because we had been walking on gravel and asphalt, this was sin. The blindfolds were an interesting twist, each of us in our walk with Christ will experence times when we feel like we are walking blind. We will face seasons in the "desert" so to speak.

Yet we can hold firm in the knowledge that Christ is always leading even when we might not feel it! This week it was especially hard to say good bye but the Lord is so good and he will see us through!All in all these past few weeks have been packed with so many things I could hardly share them all. But in these few words I hope to keep you all informed of how the Lord is changing and growing me! What a season I am in!!

Sincerely,

-Julia Christianne Engebretson